A glimpse of the MOST beautiful wedding!

lonely.

This week has been a hard one.

I'm lonely.

I'm frustrated.

I've a serious lack of motivation.

God doesn't feel near.

Thing aren't happening the way I desperately want them to at work.

My dog is having some... uh hum... digestive issues.

I miss my family.

I miss my friends.

Life just seems HARD, and stagnant.

I'm starting to feel restless.

The thing is my life ISN'T that hard. Really, my day to day struggles are nothing compared to what others are going through, or even what I myself have walked through. But today, just my little plate feels heavy. I think I'm just throwing myself a pity party but, this week, I really wish I had someone special to just talk to, to share life with, to make decisions with, to help pay bills, to encourage me and uplift me. I wish it didn't feel like I was doing it all alone.